Model Ruslana Korshunova Blog Notes
Yesterday it was a tragic day for the fashion community and for all of those that knew and loved Ruslana Korshunova.
Today more facts about her death are presented in the news. Ruslana didn’t let a suicide note but it looks like she has left some notes in the last months that make us think she was quite that happy as it would be expected.
It hurts if someone took a part of me, mercilessly tore it out, stomped all over it…threw it out. ( Jan 1)
If I am for others, then who is for me? And if I am for myself, then what am I for? ( Jan 30)
A girl once asked a guy, does he think she is cute. He said no. She asked, would he want to be with her forever, and he said no. Then she asked him, if I left, would you cry and his answer was no. She heard enough. She turned around, to leave, tears running down her face. The guy took her hand and said, “You are not cute, you are beautiful. I don’t want to be with you forever, I HAVE to. And I would not cry, if you left, I would die. (Mar 6)
I know what is it..I know why my other relationship didn’t work out..cos I’m unpredictable…why r u afraid of it..? (Mar 11)
Why, sooner or later, love will die. What is even worst is if it will end earlier for my partner than for me.
It really hurts when someone stops loving you but you continue to love. (Mar 18)
Reading all these notes it makes me thing Ruslana wasn’t happy because of her emotional life. She was in love and she had her heart broken. She suffered because of love. Could this be the answer to her death?
Her boyfriend Mark Kaminsky seems to know nothing about Ruslana death plans: “She was doing good. She was one of the top models. She was happy with this.”
Her ex-boyfriend Artem Perchenok believes Ruslana “gave up on herself“.